Exercise 1 – Experimenting with expressive lines and marks – ANGER

Words: anger, destruction, out of control, frustration, giving up, violence, mistakes, let down, helplessness, internal

I’m not one for expressing my anger visibly, I tend to go off and sulk with people and sink into myself.  Therefore I found this exercise surprisingly therapeutic, it was good to let some internal anger out in an expressive way.

I stuck with the same materials and order as the first emotion: top left charcoal pencil, top right paint and skewer, bottom left – pastel, bottom right – watercolour pencils.

Top left – I held the pencil with a very tight grip in a clenched fist hold and made strong fast marks that naturally ended up with a spiky look.  As I was pressing so hard and moving so fast with the pencil on some of the return strokes the pencil skipped over the paper and left a trail of dots instead of a full line.

Top Right – I started with a similar style of mark marking, lots of paint on the skewer and quite exaggerated spikes, I then flicked some paint with the skewer and ended up tipping a mass of paint on the paper and spread it around in angry strokes with the skewer.  This is quite reflective of the way I tend to react when I’m angry with myself.  I go into self-destruct mode and end up being quite destructive in general.

Bottom left – this idea of self destruct is continued with me smudging the marks I had left.

Bottom right – a single hard pressed pencil mark.  Again this is how I react when I’m angry with myself, I self destruct to the point of giving up.

I didn’t expect this activity to be so self-reflective.  It has made me think a great deal with the way I deal with anger and that anger is usually focused on being angry with myself for my choices and actions.

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Author: claire516300

OCA Student. Currently studying Drawing 1

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